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I AM JAMES E.HELDT


AUTHOR. ARTIST. LOCAL. CLEVELAND.


You may not see me, but I am here.

I survive where others would vanish.

I carry the voice of what you cannot name.

I am sacred. I am real.

And I walk between the world you know—and the one you fear.

Books


Lab Rat: A Reckoning is a raw, unflinching queer memoir of survival, betrayal, and resilience. It traces one man’s journey through familial trauma, systemic abuse, and the quiet salvation offered by a single black cat. Told with fierce clarity and poetic grit, it is both a reckoning and a resurrection.


If you're interested in "Lab Rat: A Reckoning" a powerful one-act drama exploring themes of trauma and identity, please contact me directly for the full script and further details. I look forward to discussing its production possibilities.

Buy Lab Rat:A Reckoning The Stage Play @ Amazon.com

LAB RAT: A Reckoning The Stage Play

From the searing memoir, Lab Rat: A Reckoning, comes a raw and transformative theatrical experience. Author James E. Heldt steps onto the stage to confront a lifetime of familial and medical trauma, turning pain into a powerful ritual of reckoning. Witness the alchemy of survival as the past is confronted, silence is shattered, and a unique act of creation offers a path to grace. More than a play, it's a testament to the unbreakable spirit and the power of art to heal.

Art

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Acrylic, watercolor, and mixed media works grounded in lived experience. My art explores themes of survival, identity, and emotional alchemy—transforming pain into color, and silence into form. Each piece is a meditation, a memory, a reclamation.

A direct shop link to my full Fine Art America collection can be found below.


Every piece I paint is a memory reclaimed. A wound reworked into color.

Contact

James E Heldt

CLEVELAND OH